11 September 2013

knitwear, basquiat, and barbara kruger


Went to Central Saint Martin's with Scott my last full day in London (can't believe it's been a few weeks by now), wore this particular creation of his on the trip there. It's a spectacular dress isn't it? Can you believe he's only been doing knitwear for a year, about? UNREAL. This dress was inspired by Basqiuat and other influences, I think he did a good job of making his intentions known. We'd gone to the Tate Modern the day before and the influence was startling. Unfortunately CSM was closed when I went -- I am cursed apparently, every time I try to go to a fashion themed library it never happens -- but the entrance hall was open and the lighting was killer so we snapped a few pictures together. I'm lucky with finding light. The clouds moved on immediately after we took these pictures, so it was great timing after a lot of dawling elsewhere being frustrated that we weren't getting what we wanted out of the day.


 I love photography and framing and lighting a lot, it lets me find something very intentional about everywhere I go. We're always walking around doing one thing or the other and when you're on the lookout for a good picture, you see things differently. It's nice to capture an ordinary moment and being able to invest something into it. A nondescript concrete wall can be beautiful too. 



I'm horrible at modeling though, definitely fall into the good ol' awkward blogger standby's, so trying to show the back of this dress without looking like I'm drawing on the wall or peeing is too hard for me. Whatever, I'm not signed to Ford, I don't gotta worry bout that stuff. 


I will try hard, however, to always be a better creative person though, which means I'm never going to stop experimenting with this here blog for as long as I have it, pushing my ideas and my techniques and exploring collaborations. I do read every comment and every email and every criticism and fanmail even if it's hard to answer them all, and I try to channel them into something even better and more productive for myself because it's just the only way I know how to live fully and happily. I am very young and have been able to do many things already so there is a constant worry of me wondering -- have I peaked already? is this it? -- but I think it's more productive for me to just hustle and try harder forever. The universe is expanding and nothing will be enough, but I think working towards being enough is fun while I have the chance. The meaning of life, as Kruger points out, is that it stops. So basically: *Jesse Pinkman voice* carpe diem, bitches.

8 comments:

MsNotWeirdAtAll said...

I disagree with you. I think that photos you take are amazing just because you don't pose like everybody else. Even though my style is different than yours I'm always intrigued by your posts :)


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Rosalinda said...

Love that dress! xx

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textilegal said...

u inspire me. dont worry you haven't peaked ur gonna be m-a-j-o-r

HarrysBird said...

I've been knitting for almost 4 years now... i wish I could knit something like that! Reminds me of Rodarte, too.

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Annie said...

you're a person not a loaf of bread! you won't get stale and moldy. lovely dress

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diyana ♛ said...

i think your poses are just fine and your photos are beautiful! and that dress is amazing.x
I struggle with posing for photos for my blog though, as I only started posting outfits in September. I hope to improve over time, though :) any tips on self portrait taking when you don't have someone around to snap a photo for you? unfortunately i don't have any close photographer friends that i can hassle to take my picture every day! haha


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